happy birthday

happy birthday to my beloved ashraf aziz

sorry la. suddenly thn ni lupe bday u pulak.

sbb selalunya tiap tahun msti kite together kan.

bile u xde, i pn jadi lupe la pulak.

gomenasai b, xsengaja.

anyways, may ALLAH bless u always

semoga hidup diberkati dan bahagia selalu

i ingt nk post kat wall fb u tu.

tapi cm x ok la pulak kan. (harap faham)

sorry again. tapi u pn da call i kan.

heheee... n im sorry kite gaduh smlm

n since kite pn da ok balik...

so everything kira settle la. ok?

erghhh miss you to death. lama gile x jmp u..

dah 5 bulan da kan.

nnti lau tbe2 i ada out stationkat sane ke kan...

nnti kite jmp ok.

=D

HOLY F!!

lama gile x post. ehmm. banyak yg nk diperkatakan disini
well mana yg ingat je la aku akan perkatakan disini
dibawah ini ialah buku. as u all can see. my new babiess.....
yeayy. hahaaa... asyik baca cite vampire je, penat jugak kan
so bace cite angel pulak.
hohooo... n jugak hunger games. 3 3 buku aku da abis baca
so bile tgk movie dy itu hari, 
haiyaaa... like a boss. sume dialog dy aku da hafal
tapi... mcm cepat sangat la pulak cite dy.
hmm ape boleh buatkan. kalau nk ikut buku bulat2, alamatnye mau smpai
5jam pulak cite tuh nnti.

buku ni paling best so far. (masa twilight pn ckap cmni gak)

anyways, hero dalam cite ni. hmmm seriously i fall in love with him.

tapi ni blm habis lagi. ada lagi 1 buku. FINALE.

blm kua lagi. maybe akhir tahun ni baru kua.

tgk la mcm mne nnti. ada  je kat borders tu, aku lari g beli dulu.

ini cite hunger game.

aku xtaw la apsal gmbar ni x boleh nk pusingkan

so bia je la mcm ni. asalkan boleh tgk dan faham kan

hahahaaaa...

da la xde ape nk post da.

nk balik kg ni. nk packing baju sume2

sisters get wasted...

oww yeahh. patutnye letak lama dah picture ni. lepa pulak. ehm2. btw... kami ke fraser hill. heheee... katanya my aunt, kat sana semedang hujan, so bawak kete time tu pn, ala2 kura2 je la gamaknye.. udah le jalan pn mcm ular. naik fenin kepala ana di buatnye..

so here we goes with the picture...

ni kat empangan.

yg tidak diketahui apakah namanya. 

=D

sisters jump

baru smpai kat apartment. 

chill dulu. kat lua hujan.

let's texting. 

hey, im arrived, bla bla bla

haa... tasik ni pn lupa ape tah nama

nk main bot pn xboleh. sbb

bot pn same banjir, 

mlm tadi ujan lebat. hahaha

bosan. demam.

so dok tunggu dorg amek gmbar.

=.='

high high

with syahirah

flowers flowers

357 kaki dari aras laut.

hahahaa

oww yeaahhh..

i have this talent u know..

=D

prank kaklong. hahaha

jalan kaki balik apartment.

gmbar yg ala2 candid

cekodok. =D

5 QUESTION YOU SHOULD NEVER ASK YOUR GF

Let’s face it, women have the ability to read much more into a question than is meant.

For instance, a guy asks what the time is, and she hears, “I’m bored, I want to leave, I wonder if this relationship is working for me, I think I may be able to escape in the next few minutes, I wonder what I am doing here?” He wanted to know what the time was, because he needs to take his tablet an hour after supper.

So what do the following questions mean to women?

Are you going to be much longer? 

 She hears : Here I am sitting on my backside waiting in the car, while you are packing the baby’s bag, sorting out the dog, wrapping the birthday present, dealing with YOUR mother’s phonecall, setting the alarm and locking the house. What is taking you so long?

 Why does this question irritate women?

This question merely reveals your husband/boyfriend’s complete lack of understanding about what it takes to get ready to go on the road. And this is what makes women angry. Leave it to the man in your life, and you will arrive at the party without a present, without clean nappies for the baby, and to top it all, a call from the alarm company, saying the armed response says the dog is trotting around inside the house and they hope that is what set off the alarm.

Don’t you think you should start running again? 

 She hears : You are getting fat and I think it is because you are not getting enough exercise. Pick up two more kilo’s and I am out of here.

 Why does this question irritate women?

It makes them feel that they are being prescribed to in how they should look, what they should wear in order to be found acceptable. Men just don’t understand that many women deal with baby blues or the difficult boss by eating a second slice of chocolate cake, followed by a cream caramel delight, rum ‘n raisin ice cream and rounded off with a sweetie pie.

What’s for supper?

 She hears: Your place is in the kitchen. I don’t care if your work a full day like I do, supper is your responsibility and I am hungry.

 Why does this question irritate women? 

It makes them feel as if the bulk of the household responsibilities is still theirs, even if they work fulltime or earn more than their husbands. Especially if they shopped for the food, cooked yesterday and put three loads of washing through the machine in the last 24 hours.

What was your previous boyfriend like?

 She hears: I don’t like the thought of your being with anyone else, even if I didn’t know you then. I really want to hear that he was a right royal jerk, useless in bed, couldn’t hold down a job and generally disliked by all your family and friends.

 Why does this question irritate women?

It makes them feel cornered – previous boyfriends are actually private territory and have nothing to do with present relationships. When women are hesitant to discuss previous relationships, men often react as if they are somehow being excluded and as if the woman has something to hide. We all have secrets and private things about which we don’t talk to anyone.

Who was that you were talking to?

 She hears: I don’t trust you. I don’t like you talking to other men. You’re mine, mine, mine and don’t you forget it. How much did that smile really mean?

 Why does this question irritate women? 

It makes them feel as if they are being treated like possessions and not human beings. Everyone needs friends and women certainly do not want to sleep with every man they smile at. Heavens, that would include the 72-year-old butcher on the corner.

I JUST LOVE THIS SONG

Yuna -Terukir D Bintang

somehow i just love this song. aww.

here's the lyrics >.<

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu

Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu

Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba

Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi

Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti

Kan… kamu…

Sayangku

Jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku

Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Sun gave me this songs the other day.

not gave means he dedicated to me or what ever

it's just i asked him for a new songs, as

i haven't got a time to search for it.

He's kind of very rare. he did ask me to

listen to batu belah batu konkrit.

actually, nobody ask me to listen to malay songs

ok that sound so wrong.

lupa daratan. hello, jgn nk bajet omputih sangat

sat g ko g dapur, sental tempoyak jugak kan?

since aku x makan belacan. hahaa..

he always have an idea to make me laugh

in his own way.

ehmm back to him. i rarely listen to malay songs.

a few i guess. heyy but i listen to saloma n p.ramlee ok

no kidding. 

especially alunan biola. hahaaa

take that bitch

i bet you never knew that song.

=D

ok sleep now. you have a big day tomorrow

didn't you. 

it's not a dating with someone special, don't get me wrong

just hangout with my friend.

this friend. Sun

sweet talker, kind of good looking, funny and a bit temper

blend it all together.

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when we're too lazy  to walk from

our own room

just to ask for something.

my sister's just outside my room

n we're IM-ing

coz i don't any voice to talk

any louder.

BEST QUOTES

haihhh sekarang ni rasa mcm nk dopopat jam nk post blog.ase bosan sbb kalau ckap kat orang, mmg la nnti org tu akan reply balik. tpi kalau post kat blog, nnti boleh bace balik. hahaha
aduhai la. serabut la u ni. knp la dtg balik? kan hari tu u dah elok2 gn dy. u sndiri pilih dy jugak kan? i taw la i yg salah. dah la. dok je diam2 gn dy. xpyah pk sal i dah k. I;m totally happy with my life now. don't bother . so selain sembahyang, mngaji n mendekatkan diri kepadaNYA (ustazah in me speaking,) kat bawah ni best quotes yg aku copy dari fb. hohohooo. hey.. it helps a lot taw... =D n boleh la aku nk move on ckit2 dari x move langsung kan? n knp u dtg masa i da nk stand up? just nk buat i jatuh? i'm sorry. both of your words are killing me. so jgn cari i dah. u gn gf 'sayang' u tu sama 2x8. haihhh pnat aku nk lyan ppuan cmtu. cm budak2. =.='

I've learned that it isn't always good enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you must learn to forgive yourself. That no matter how bad a heart is broken; the world doesn't stop for your grief.

It's 'useless' to show how much u damn care for that special one, when that person is too busy getting somebody's attention.

Be careful of the smile that greets you at the door, cause it also could be the smile that will stab you in the back

facebook : destroying friendship and relationship since 2004

Not all scars shows. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't see, the pain someone feels.

You don't need a relationship to be happy in life.

Being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones.

(better single i guess)

what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret

No, your not in love. Your just desperate... There's a difference.

Don`t go that extra mile for someone who isn`t even worth the run.

Sometimes the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great won’t happen twice.

So when you feel like there’s no more nothing left but the life you’ve broken.

No regrets.. No turning back.. 

Pick up yourself and tell them I’m just being me

The mistake most girls make is thinking they can change a man when they cant. He'll change when he wants to.



The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them.

Learn from the mistakes of others. You don't have time to make them all yourself.

see the last quotes? i don't want to make another mistake and hurt the one i love anymore. that is when i decide to choose stay single. so i won't hurt anybody, and the most important thing, i won't hurt myself. i don't have to lie to myself telling i'm fine, i'm ok bla bla bla.


but i am fine now. so please just back off. i don't love you, i don't want you and i don't need you. just go on with your teha my sayang tu. and just leave me alone ok. i'm much better when you're not around.

TELL ME GOODBYE

Letting you go

No, i got this, yeah

still i´m thinking about this thing called love

you got me shaken up,please tell me there´s a way

and it got my head spinnin´ round round round ,please tell me there´s a way

don´t wanne take a fall, it´s best to rake it all

it´s gonna be better for you, move on, move on ,please tell me there´s a way

uh uh, we break it, break it or thought we make it, make it

and now we cover it all

Boy, i swear i won´ t even for a second

cause you any pain

in order to protect you

because there's no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain

and i got nothing, nothing to say

Oh tell me goodbye

those hands that embraced me

oh tell me goodbye

seem to be letting go

if forgetting me will give you freedom baby

oh tell me goodbye

boy, you know when you lose your smile

i will place the blame on myself

i wake up crying these words, and even the light

i will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time

i´ll never find better, better than you

Yo and it´s so, so

said it just ain´t happening

wish you could be better

sorry to be scrapping

but i just can´t let go

to be less than happy

i said look at me

i couldn´t live with myself seeing you like

the thing you deserve

baby you you was a part? Always believe that it hurts

that bleeds, that´s word

i think that i can do

my body is just takes a bigger part of me to be letting you go

i wish that weren´t so

Your voice, pained and fading away, away

erased completly by the wind, stay, stay

all these things, i can´t take it, those tears, don´t cry for me

or our sake i´ll never look back again. 

goodbye 2011, hello 2012

dooms day. ok hope not yet. 

harapnye lambat lagi. xbanyak pahala ni.

ok semoga tahun baru ni membawa lebih 

kebaikan kepada semua berbanding tahun lepas

ok i have to admit, my 2011 suck. i made a mistake

the same one. again n again, over and over again.

until there's no even last chance left for me.

but never mind. i'll get over with it. just 

wishing he never contact me again.

never mind also. hahaha ok. enough with that,

actually, i should post this earlier. 

tpi xde masa. 

ok here we go

this is on 27 December 2011

me, ekyn n luut at somewhere at pantai port dickson.

near the ancasa hotel i guess. =D

1st pic as soon we arrive. =D

hahaha just can't help myself. really hve to snap this

sorry luut. >.<

luut jabir aka luut omey2 (ewwww)

arguing about something.

did you see that? i got my body back

aww. hahaha

sikin syg aka ekyn omey angat

ni pn lagi sekor perasan. wekkk

triangle.

or you can say cinta 3 segi? x_x

konon gadis ayu la ni? hahaha

n this one. hmmm let say...

errr... well dunno wat to say

haha

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ok next story. i'm going to vacation.

bulan 2 nanti. yeayyy... 

well rasanya semua org taw

i keep bugging about it all the time

haha. n suddenly mom said

eh what happen with you n him?

break already?

me said ; mom.. what the?? ah enough

i don't wanna talk about that

n syira n k.long laugh like orang gile

seriously i'm telling you

they do have fun with that.

ok. enough with that story.

=D

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ok. don;t you understand Malay?

or should i say in Urdu? 

coz i don't talk Urdu or any other language 

just English n Malay

for you information. but i can get a translator

if you like to.

ok never mind. lets drop the subject

it's not like you going to come to KL

right?=.='

well u know what? i know that you lied

when u said you accept the job

and going back to KL soon.

it's just blooding fucking bullshit

i can tell that. seriously.

you're a liar.

hmmm pretty good liar actually

you used to do it right?

done 

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ok then. even its already 2nd January 2012

it's still new year right?

n i think it's not too late for me 

to wish everybody

happy new year u guys.

may ALLAH bless you always. 

be happy n think twice before you

make a decision. 

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wanna know how my life now?

i keep living by read this over n over again

n try to stand up when you knock

me down

it's not the goodbye that hurts,

but the flashback that follow

that's why i don't want to look back

n that's when i figured it out that you lied

when you say you're going back here.

it's all lied. i should know that earlier.