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24.1.12

I JUST LOVE THIS SONG

Yuna -Terukir D Bintang


somehow i just love this song. aww.
here's the lyrics >.<


Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan… kamu…

Sayangku
Jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Sun gave me this songs the other day.
not gave means he dedicated to me or what ever
it's just i asked him for a new songs, as
i haven't got a time to search for it.

He's kind of very rare. he did ask me to
listen to batu belah batu konkrit.
actually, nobody ask me to listen to malay songs
ok that sound so wrong.
lupa daratan. hello, jgn nk bajet omputih sangat
sat g ko g dapur, sental tempoyak jugak kan?
since aku x makan belacan. hahaa..
he always have an idea to make me laugh
in his own way.
ehmm back to him. i rarely listen to malay songs.
a few i guess. heyy but i listen to saloma n p.ramlee ok
no kidding. 
especially alunan biola. hahaaa
take that bitch
i bet you never knew that song.
=D

ok sleep now. you have a big day tomorrow
didn't you. 
it's not a dating with someone special, don't get me wrong
just hangout with my friend.
this friend. Sun
sweet talker, kind of good looking, funny and a bit temper
blend it all together.

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when we're too lazy  to walk from
our own room
just to ask for something.
my sister's just outside my room
n we're IM-ing
coz i don't any voice to talk
any louder.

6.1.12

BEST QUOTES

haihhh sekarang ni rasa mcm nk dopopat jam nk post blog.ase bosan sbb kalau ckap kat orang, mmg la nnti org tu akan reply balik. tpi kalau post kat blog, nnti boleh bace balik. hahaha
aduhai la. serabut la u ni. knp la dtg balik? kan hari tu u dah elok2 gn dy. u sndiri pilih dy jugak kan? i taw la i yg salah. dah la. dok je diam2 gn dy. xpyah pk sal i dah k. I;m totally happy with my life now. don't bother . so selain sembahyang, mngaji n mendekatkan diri kepadaNYA (ustazah in me speaking,) kat bawah ni best quotes yg aku copy dari fb. hohohooo. hey.. it helps a lot taw... =D n boleh la aku nk move on ckit2 dari x move langsung kan? n knp u dtg masa i da nk stand up? just nk buat i jatuh? i'm sorry. both of your words are killing me. so jgn cari i dah. u gn gf 'sayang' u tu sama 2x8. haihhh pnat aku nk lyan ppuan cmtu. cm budak2. =.='


I've learned that it isn't always good enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you must learn to forgive yourself. That no matter how bad a heart is broken; the world doesn't stop for your grief.

It's 'useless' to show how much u damn care for that special one, when that person is too busy getting somebody's attention.

Be careful of the smile that greets you at the door, cause it also could be the smile that will stab you in the back

facebook : destroying friendship and relationship since 2004

Not all scars shows. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't see, the pain someone feels.

You don't need a relationship to be happy in life.

Being sad with the right people is better than being happy with the wrong ones.
(better single i guess)

what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret

No, your not in love. Your just desperate... There's a difference.

Don`t go that extra mile for someone who isn`t even worth the run.

Sometimes the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great won’t happen twice.

So when you feel like there’s no more nothing left but the life you’ve broken.
No regrets.. No turning back.. 
Pick up yourself and tell them I’m just being me

The mistake most girls make is thinking they can change a man when they cant. He'll change when he wants to.



The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them.

Learn from the mistakes of others. You don't have time to make them all yourself.


see the last quotes? i don't want to make another mistake and hurt the one i love anymore. that is when i decide to choose stay single. so i won't hurt anybody, and the most important thing, i won't hurt myself. i don't have to lie to myself telling i'm fine, i'm ok bla bla bla.


but i am fine now. so please just back off. i don't love you, i don't want you and i don't need you. just go on with your teha my sayang tu. and just leave me alone ok. i'm much better when you're not around.

TELL ME GOODBYE


Letting you go

No, i got this, yeah
still i´m thinking about this thing called love
you got me shaken up,please tell me there´s a way
and it got my head spinnin´ round round round ,please tell me there´s a way
don´t wanne take a fall, it´s best to rake it all
it´s gonna be better for you, move on, move on ,please tell me there´s a way
uh uh, we break it, break it or thought we make it, make it
and now we cover it all

Boy, i swear i won´ t even for a second
cause you any pain
in order to protect you
because there's no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
and i got nothing, nothing to say

Oh tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
oh tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
if forgetting me will give you freedom baby
oh tell me goodbye

boy, you know when you lose your smile
i will place the blame on myself
i wake up crying these words, and even the light
i will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
i´ll never find better, better than you

Yo and it´s so, so
said it just ain´t happening
wish you could be better
sorry to be scrapping
but i just can´t let go
to be less than happy
i said look at me
i couldn´t live with myself seeing you like
the thing you deserve
baby you you was a part? Always believe that it hurts
that bleeds, that´s word
i think that i can do
my body is just takes a bigger part of me to be letting you go
i wish that weren´t so

Your voice, pained and fading away, away
erased completly by the wind, stay, stay
all these things, i can´t take it, those tears, don´t cry for me
or our sake i´ll never look back again. 


1.1.12

goodbye 2011, hello 2012

dooms day. ok hope not yet. 
harapnye lambat lagi. xbanyak pahala ni.
ok semoga tahun baru ni membawa lebih 
kebaikan kepada semua berbanding tahun lepas
ok i have to admit, my 2011 suck. i made a mistake
the same one. again n again, over and over again.
until there's no even last chance left for me.
but never mind. i'll get over with it. just 
wishing he never contact me again.
never mind also. hahaha ok. enough with that,
actually, i should post this earlier. 
tpi xde masa. 
ok here we go

this is on 27 December 2011
me, ekyn n luut at somewhere at pantai port dickson.
near the ancasa hotel i guess. =D


1st pic as soon we arrive. =D


hahaha just can't help myself. really hve to snap this
sorry luut. >.<


luut jabir aka luut omey2 (ewwww)


arguing about something.


did you see that? i got my body back
aww. hahaha


sikin syg aka ekyn omey angat
ni pn lagi sekor perasan. wekkk


triangle.
or you can say cinta 3 segi? x_x


konon gadis ayu la ni? hahaha


n this one. hmmm let say...
errr... well dunno wat to say
haha

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ok next story. i'm going to vacation.
bulan 2 nanti. yeayyy... 
well rasanya semua org taw
i keep bugging about it all the time
haha. n suddenly mom said
eh what happen with you n him?
break already?
me said ; mom.. what the?? ah enough
i don't wanna talk about that
n syira n k.long laugh like orang gile
seriously i'm telling you
they do have fun with that.
ok. enough with that story.
=D

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ok. don;t you understand Malay?
or should i say in Urdu? 
coz i don't talk Urdu or any other language 
just English n Malay
for you information. but i can get a translator
if you like to.
ok never mind. lets drop the subject
it's not like you going to come to KL
right?=.='
well u know what? i know that you lied
when u said you accept the job
and going back to KL soon.
it's just blooding fucking bullshit
i can tell that. seriously.
you're a liar.
hmmm pretty good liar actually
you used to do it right?
done 

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ok then. even its already 2nd January 2012
it's still new year right?
n i think it's not too late for me 
to wish everybody
happy new year u guys.
may ALLAH bless you always. 
be happy n think twice before you
make a decision. 
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wanna know how my life now?
i keep living by read this over n over again
n try to stand up when you knock
me down

it's not the goodbye that hurts,
but the flashback that follow

that's why i don't want to look back
n that's when i figured it out that you lied
when you say you're going back here.
it's all lied. i should know that earlier.